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First post of 2012

2012-01-01T23:21:00.002+08:00

Have been really long time I didn't blog especially after come out from the study life to working life.

Seem like it same to some of my friends too. They haven't updated any blog so frequent as they did in uni.

As 2011 is over and now entered to 2012.

Well, I am getting older obliviously.

Need to confess at here a bit.

This few days as staying at home (clearing my year end leave), a lot of thing bother me.

Thinking about work.

Thinking about my self.

Thinking about my life.

Thinking about friendship.

Thinking about BGR (Yup, is him i guess, but I am confused whether if he felt the same way as i did to him).

As well as about God.

Confession.

My relationship with God are far far far away since my graduation.

The factor? not sure. Or.. yes I know but i don't know.

And I don't know how to go back again.

I am totally lost.

Someone need to save me.

2011-03-13T21:55:00.001+08:00

How long I didn’t even bother about blog.

Blog use to be a place for me to write anything, to record down the journey so that in the future, it will remind me as i read it again.

What to write this time?

I don’t know.

I had been lost in this earth.

Lost in friendship.

Lost in contact.

Lost in life.

Lost in freedom.

Lost in God’s presence.

2010-04-09T11:20:00.000+08:00

Feel like going to hit the wall and make me aware of!

2010-04-05T22:59:00.001+08:00

Psalm 57:7-8

O God, my heart is fixed: I will sing and give praise, even with my glory; awake psaltery and harp: I myself will awake early. KJV

But how did u fixed ur heart?

I need Holy Sprit to renew me.

I hasn’t been good enough to called his daughter

I don't have Relationship with Him.

I didn’t read his word

I didn’t Talk to him

Go to church is like a routing for me.

All the Problem started with me!

2010-04-02T17:21:00.001+08:00

The Problem always started with Human themselves.

Couldn’t really blame other human being.

What you really need is

God in Your Heart

A Sweet Gift

2010-03-25T11:19:00.001+08:00

A Gift from Yuan for my birthday last year, a box of chocolate. She wasn’t at home when i received this. p/s: another sweet birthday gift to share

this is another from Shi Wei, Tricky. She keep saying i have a box of chocolate in the fridge and asked me to go and see. I told her, i knew and asked them to eat as i don’t really like sweet stuff. She said, no, go and open the fridge. Without doubt, i open it.. lolz A Durian Cheese cake!

Graduated

2010-03-25T11:05:00.001+08:00

I was Graduated since May 2009, Convo Aug 2009. I don’t even post any picture in the net. So, now share a bit.

I didn’t take a lot of picture and didn’t take any picture with Family during convo. I wasn’t so happy that time =(

Then went back to my cousin brother’s house and took. (my mom already change her cloth =l )

My aunty fall down in the airport and got injured at her cheek, blue black, pity her.

Graduated doesn’t mean much. Is just a pieces of paper. And my result wasn’t good. Thought of i can push up a little bit in my final Sem but it drop.

Well, it over, and i can’t do anything. We cannot look backward but have to look forward.

P/S: i forcing them to buy a bunch of flower and the bear. That why i got one =.=

Today? What are u going to so today? For almighty Him?

2010-03-25T00:07:00.001+08:00

Today I'm leaving all my troubles behind,
I'm letting go, I''ll follow the line,
I'm holding on with all of my life.
I see the rising sun, we've only just begun.

Today I'm walking to the beat of Your heart,
take me all the way to the start, stretch Your hands, straighten the path.
I'm found in open skies, Your heart it lives in mine.

Today I'm Finding my first love again,
I'm learning how to let You in, I'm trusting You with all that I am.
The shadow fades away, It's you that clears the day.

No more running wild, I'm Yours for life,
well You got me here, You got me.

I hear Your call tonight, Your heart in mine,
well You got me here, You got me.

You drew me out of the deepest sea.
You gave my soul a song to sing.
You took me on the mountains high.
I see my life in a different light,
woahh.

2010-03-25T00:04:00.001+08:00

Was chatting with my Junior, who i only talk with him in ICQ, MIRC and MSN. (it mean i knew him for very long time and we used to communicated through this way and i had never talk with him face to face before =.=)

I asked him to share with me how Jesus go into his life. I had learned through this. God worked miracle way and we will never expect.

A world movie, if we think deeper, think of what you can learn through this movie, link to your life and link to God. This is how my junior breakthrough and gave his life to Jesus.

I remember the reason that he started go to church because of a girl. I also knew some of my friend who go to church because of this BGR. But thank God, as because of this, seed was plant and God use miracle way and led this seed grow into a tree. This is how the seed was plant into his heart.

You know, God is Great. With Him, we will always have peace no matter what kind of problem that we face.

The chance is there, and whether you want to accept it or not, is your choice. Good choice who brings life changes!

This is our God =)

2010-03-24T10:06:00.001+08:00

Your grace is enough
More than I need
At Your word I will believe
I wait for You, draw near again
Let Your spirit make me new

And I will fall at your feet
I will fall at your feet
And I will worship You here

Your presence in me
Jesus light the way
By the power of Your Word
I am restored I am redeemed
By Your spirit I am free

And I will fall at your feet
I will fall at your feet
And I will worship You here

Freely You gave it all for us
Surrendered Your life upon the cross
Great is Your Love poured out for all
This is our God

Lifted high from death to life
Forever out God is glorified
Servant and King
Rescued the world
This is our God

My CNY =)

2010-02-24T23:05:00.001+08:00

First of all, i will like to thanks my Nieces (cousin side) who provide the picture in the facebook. Now i will like to introduce some dish, original from KT

First

If you know how to speak Hokkien, we call this dish as .. (=.= dont know how to spell) but it sound like “Green” in Hokkien word.

This dish consist of Vege – cucumber, carrot, potato and some vege, cut into small. The source consist of Chili, Peanut (to be blender), Cuka, Asam Jawa water, and sugar (i think so, hope i didn’t miss out)

So we will take the vege, mix with the source and ate to TerenGgAnu KerEpOk!! Yummy.. it taste spicy, sour and sweet.

Second

Crab? Finished by someone?

Actually is not. The next dish i want to introduce is “Ji Kuih” (mean Crab Kuih)

This is only the cover. We took the crab meat, mix with some vege (some people mix with other type of meat), Stream it and it will become

THIS

Yummy? You need to sell at least RM10 in order to get a profit. But for you information, my aunt “Ji Kuih” is original, no mix with other meat, and full of Crab meat. If you go outside, they will out they put more meat and Vege compare to the crab (as you know, crab is expensive). They sell at RM 7 to RM 10 !

This 3 person, who take care of me since i born. Sayang and Manja me! I will always get nice food from them. I remember when i was young, (my cousin sister, left and right), they used to worked in the market (small shopping central), i used to go and find them, get some money, and buy some sweet. I am SERIOUS! They give me RM1 – RM 2, just to satisfied me – small kids. But now, of course, they had their own kids.

2 naughty boy and a cute girl.

A old ladies who in the middle, i did wrote about her.before in my blog. So

a BIG SMILE =)

….to be continue

Conversation with 7 year old Kid

2010-02-21T22:29:00.001+08:00

i was talking with my 7 Year old Nephew – Name Justin, in Chinese

He was using hp – his mom hp, so i asked

Sherine: what are you doing? Who you want to call?

Justin: Call Daddy

Sherine: Wah.. you know how to call your daddy ar, why you never call me (Kacau-ing him)? u know how to call me or not?

Justin: i know ar.. i call you now

By looking at him with the phone, he was pressing the phone book - search my name, and showed me

Sherine: U know my name (Sherine)???? =.=

Justin: Of course la

Sherine: Why you so geng de and know how to use? So your friend know how to use or not

Justin: They dont know

Sherine: Why they dont know?

Justin: Of course they dont know la, their mommy dont allowed them to use the phone while my mommy Sayang me and allow me to use, so i know la

=.=

Genius guy… i can’t imagine, 7 years old kid, know how to use PS2, and know how to used phone, how to use phone camera, video, games etc. And he know how to charge phone batteries! During CNY, i never charge my phone, once no batteries,

i will called him “ Tin ar, help me charge phone batteries!” he will run to me, take my phone and charge. i teach him how to see the battery percentage, i told me, once 100%, mean full.

So after 100%, automatically, he will plug off and give me back my phone.

7 Years old boy..

2010-02-17T19:01:00.001+08:00

This Year CNY is Special

It Started with Love.. Valentine days..

And it End with Love.. Chinese Calendar Valentine days..

We Have God’s Love

Bringing Internal life

2010-02-17T18:54:00.001+08:00

Over 3 Years..

He was Clapping his own hand..

and the Ignorance From Me

Still..

He said he miss me (a bit)

=.=’’

Direction confuse?

2010-02-08T21:59:00.001+08:00

Thinking? Confuse?

2010-02-08T21:58:00.001+08:00

You Have To Choose one..

2010-02-08T21:56:00.001+08:00

Sick Bug Was arounD..

2010-02-08T21:49:00.001+08:00

My Entertainment =)

2010-01-31T22:18:00.001+08:00

2010-01-20T22:06:00.001+08:00

i Started Blogging because i get back my WINDOWS LIFE WRITER !! =)

YEAH !

2010-01-20T22:04:00.001+08:00

How do you feel as a Single..

When you see your friend around you live in Relationship life..

And how do you feel when you saw someone..

but it is impossible..

How do you feel when someone saw you..

but he is not yours taste..

And how do you feel when both of you see each other..

but there is a Full Stop..

2010-01-20T22:00:00.001+08:00

A LiTtLe RuLeR..

Count DoWn 5 Days..

LeAVinG..

2010-01-17T22:22:00.001+08:00

What IF i can allow the time to REVERSE?

Then i will have a chance to make the thing RIGHT

2010-01-13T22:04:00.000+08:00

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How to be Smart People?

2010-01-11T21:44:00.004+08:00

i should write this post one month ago..

one day..
i went to work..
as usual.. from Kelana Jaya..
across the bridge.. turn right..

saw SOMEONE with the face mask..

then i went down.. by using Touch and Go..
saw another person going to work. and wearing a face mask..

i went inside the LRT.. guess what i saw ..

All happen in one day =.=

2010-01-10T22:30:00.001+08:00

i am getting into a trap? pls tel me i am not.. !

2009-12-30T21:51:00.000+08:00

Freedom?

no one will understand me..
No one..

2009-12-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

i dont know how to blog anymore..

2009-12-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

Oh my Goodness..
how can it be?
how can it appeal in my mind?
it shouldn't..
it is possible to happen..

2009-12-13T22:11:00.002+08:00

So long never Blog..
i should set a theme for my blog..

umm...

by d way.. i am happy to be back..

was serve with the food..
with the Bed..
with the joy..
with the story.. umm haha..

All the best to them..

Alicia - ur last last exam.. be good girl
Yuan - TAke a good care.. good health..
Shi Wei - be a good girl..

When Tempted, Resist the Devil by Rick Warren

2009-11-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

"Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you" (James 4:7 NIV).

After we've humbled ourselves and submitted to God, the Bible teaches us to defy the Devil. We don't passively resign ourselves to his attacks. We're to fight back.

The New Testament often describes the Christian life as a spiritual battle against evil forces, using war terms such as fight, conquer, strive, and overcome. Christians are often compared to soldiers serving in enemy territory.

How can we resist the Devil? Paul tells us, "Put on salvation as your helmet, and take the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God" (Ephesians 6:17 NLT).

The first step is to accept God's salvation. You won't be able to say no to the Devil unless you've said yes to Christ. Without Christ we're defenseless against the Devil, but with "the helmet of salvation" our minds are protected by God. Remember this: If you are a believer, Satan cannot force you to do anything. He can only suggest.

Second, you must use the Word of God as your weapon against Satan. Jesus modeled this when he was tempted in the wilderness. Every time Satan suggested a temptation, Jesus countered by quoting Scripture.

He didn't argue with Satan. He didn't say, "I'm not hungry," when tempted to use his power to meet a personal need. He simply quoted Scripture from memory. We must do the same. There is power in God's Word, and Satan fears it.

Don't ever try to argue with the Devil. He's better at arguing than you are, having had thousands of years to practice. You can't bluff Satan with logic or your opinion, but you can use the weapon that makes him tremble--the truth of God.

This is why memorizing Scripture is absolutely essential to defeating temptation. You have quick access to it whenever you're tempted. Like Jesus, you have the truth stored in your heart, ready to be remembered.

If you don't have any Bible verses memorized, you've got no bullets in your gun! I challenge you to memorize one verse a week for the rest of your life. Imagine how much stronger you'll be.

Is not easy for me =(

2009-11-02T21:26:00.001+08:00

If life can be "Forward"
i would like to "forward" it and change..

2009-11-01T21:34:00.001+08:00

i really dont know what to write in the blog..

Food Poisoining Day

2009-10-29T21:25:00.002+08:00

i ate curry for lunch on friday...
at night, i brought mix rice..
by d way.. that time i dont feel like eating but stil forcing my self..

before sleep.. feel unwell...

230am.. Vomit.. til 6.30am..

Went to see doctor..

Got food poisoning.. =(
I slept the whole day on sat...

And i cant eat anything..

On sunday.. stil felt sleepy.. no strength but forcing my self not to sleep bcoz need to work on the next day..

i really dont feel like eating at all..

but finally i got heal..

the worst thing happen to me.. which never happen before.. -.-

2009-10-27T22:24:00.002+08:00

well..
Something that u cant get it.. bcoz of some condition..
so never think so it.. but if.. and.. so.. er.. well..

=.=

2009-10-22T22:16:00.002+08:00

Married..

Love marriage..
Elope..
Traditional Marriage..
Religious Marriage..
Arrange Marriage..
Force Marriage..

So..

2009-10-22T21:45:00.002+08:00

Life full of happiness..
Life Full of Sadness..
Life full of Challenge..
Life full of.....
Full of...
of..

=.=ll

2009-10-20T22:14:00.001+08:00

It was ashamed...

2009-10-18T21:54:00.003+08:00

Long time never blog.. lol..

so this time. i wan to announced..

i already decided to buy SE W395.. new phone..

i wanted to get a new phone for long time ago..

i just cant decided which model until i went to Lowyat on Fri..

Fall under my budget.. and is slide phone (which i wanted it..)

so now.. waiting for Janice.. and wil go and buy together..

hopefully can get more cheaper price..

P/s: Janice. when u can buy ya? coz i need it as soon too as i am going to outside soon.. maybe 1 week of Nov..

2009-10-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

Excited for Upcoming event..
At the same time.. worried..

Ugly Malaysia

2009-09-27T22:07:00.002+08:00

I was involve in Terrible Traffic Jam in Kt for 1st due to Hari Raya
(FYI - Better than Kl lolz)

I went to KAOG Yday.. and was sharing about Ugly Malaysia..

** By d way. those Nott student who went to US for 4 month came back!! 1 new Korea girl, 2 Vietnamese, 1 from Egypt.. Wow

When we was in a traffic jam..
Some ppl use the emergency line..

for my case..
since i was in Kampung road.. small road..
But there is a small space on my left hand side.. (is not the road - is road side)
ppl jus use that and go in front.. Sienzz...
AND
Cars from the opposite..
They also like to be fast..
and was "Potong" other car..
if i drive fast ( i was talking about 80km/j)
and never alarm the car from opposite..
i will Bang the car..
opss... wrong.. They will bang my car.. =.=''''

Ugly Malaysia...
but we use to it.. lolz...

Remember last week when i was in airport..
when i saw someone in front of me.. and wanted to pass by me..
normally i will stop and allow them to go 1st (most are the guy)
But i was so amaze when i saw a "A Moo" ==> Gentlemen..
Look at me.. smile at me.. use his hand.. and welcome me.. and let me go 1st..
wow!!

It also remind me of Singaporean..
Yellow line is for human to use and car suppose to stop..
in Malaysia.. when i saw the Yellow line.. we have to make sure whether there is a car.. if yes.. we have to wait the car to pass by 1st before us...

so when i went to Singapore for 1st time... i did the same thing.. but the car just stop and allowed us to go.. even my cousin Singapore also ask me why i stop.. lolz..

All of us use to it and we never see this as a "ugly culture" IF compare to other...

But still we are Malaysia..
Diff culture and diff ppl.. but we are mix.!!
Happy to be Malaysian =)

2009-09-14T22:08:00.003+08:00

My mom said will reach in kl 5 am coz she wan to fetch me to work - new place..
where i hav to take LRT to KL then take bus =.=

2009-09-14T21:04:00.000+08:00

Living in Fear

2009-09-07T21:40:00.001+08:00

why people cant live without computer?
this is why a lot of spec shop around us..

can you imagine where last time.. no Tv - less people wear spec..

as technology increased.. the demand for the speck increasing too..

so.. =.=''

2009-09-07T21:32:00.002+08:00

People will not appreciated it when free thing provided to you..
as my previous post, i was said that Rapid provide hand sanitize..

but after i finished my work.. going back home..
All is empty bottle..
i even saw some people use too much.. seriuously..
the amount that he use - can be use for 3 to 4 people..

it is free.. i know..
but u can to save it too..
that why sometime people will rather ask people to pay..

Just like Utar..
i heard that at the 1st Utar provide free mask - which is good..
but people just take for granted.. took what ever that they like..
in d end .. they charge money for that..

so what do you think people in this world?

2009-09-06T00:18:00.002+08:00

LRT putra and starline started to have prevention for H1N1
at the same time.. they also announce and remind us to wash our hand and or sanitize our hand or wear mask all the time..

i am very happy with that.. Good Job Rapid!!

BUT.. how about the bus fare that increased?

... to be continue at another post

Can Hands

2009-09-04T23:44:00.001+08:00

Can Hands

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2009-09-04T23:22:00.001+08:00

People are up and down..
Some are up very fast..

But me.. down..
i know.. but still did not do any action..

Yes i know..

2009-09-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

if i have a chance.. i wan to take back all the word that i said it out..
i know.. i said the know thing..
now will not see the effect.. but sooner.. i was very scare now..

2009-08-31T21:42:00.000+08:00

Back from kampar. nice trip =)

Back to KL =(

2009-08-27T21:05:00.001+08:00

I love to see petronas advertisement especially during special day like Merdeka..
Very meaningful
This year.. there is no new advertisement for petronas..

After that only realize...
our dear Yasmin is not in this world anymore..
That why..

2009-08-27T20:56:00.002+08:00

Yday walking back home..
saw 5 house away neighbor
i Smile and her and she smile to me too..
When i passed by her house..
I heard she said very loudly..
"neighbor ar neighbor ar.. !!"

i was just wonder.. i tot she was talking with grand children or what..
but i never heard anyone reply to her..

so i turn back..
guess what i see??

She was talking with Dog!!
She say so coz the dog are going to bark me...
Dog really understand the word neighbor.. coz he really keep quite =.=

Pitch Black

2009-08-26T21:15:00.002+08:00

The book i read was "pitch black"

i guess i stop until where she and other 3 friend wan to commit suicide..
They decide to gether at her house, and do it together..
before that.. she do what ever that she wan to do /never do before..

When the time come, she still was thinking hard.. thinking a lot.
2 friends come.. blablabla..
when that time, they decide to take the medical, trying to eat...
Grand mom come.. so this so called save their 1 day life..

Grandmom don't know what happen actually.. she dare not tell..
she just tell her that Jason suicide..
Grandmom also share that she jus accepted christ! by d way,, she use to be Hot Grandmom.. lol..

At the same time, she was scare. she scare that her 2 friend wit do it without her..
her friend said,, they will not do ... if 3 of them is not together..
after discuss.. they decide to do /plan after Jason funeral..

(well.. mean still wan to suicide)

Grandmom said, she feel like must come to her house (God's grace)

But this girl.. still felt so useless..emo...

TO be COnTiNue..

2009-08-26T20:54:00.002+08:00

I am living in the world that plan = no plan.. lolz.. why i say so?
Many thing.. Happen to me.. where someone said
"let plan to do this... that.. " in the end..
Just like tsunami cover it.. and gone..

i try to list it down..
CLassmate redang trip = Cancel
Travel with Jas to Hong Kong = Cancel
CF Outing last sun = Cancel
My Aus trip = Cancel
Housemate Sing K Outing = Tak Jadi
and and etc etc..

Wait a min.. is my fault or their fault? =.=
while, i rmb Pastor chris said "my fault"

Just now Surain and Sir come out with some Idea..
Sound interesting.. but previously, the "world" that i live with.. plus some small issue.. i really dare not say yes..

=.=
What ever

2009-08-24T21:32:00.002+08:00

Was reading a book..
One girl best friend was commit suicide..
That girl was in broken family where the parent get divorce and her mother act like Young girl (Suppose to be 40 years old) and dating with 20 ++ young boy and they are getting married!! They even always slept together..

Girl's best friend Jason.. was in the good family.. He was a genuis guy where he get involve in so many thing.. the only things is the parent put much hope on him. He was good but the parents want him to get better..

He died.. no one know what is his feeling and what make him to commit suicide..

This girl.. they usually together.. They try to date but in d end..they felt that to be good friend is better..

One day, this girl, Seth and grace..
Grace was Jason up and down GF..
after they were discuss.. they actually planing to commit suicide as what Jason did!
they felt like is useless..

.... ( i just read until that)
by d way.. they are christian..
Jason was in youth group.. as well as SHe suppose to be but because of her family problem where her mom have bf.. make her felt useless.. she was jus thinking where is God..

2009-08-23T14:01:00.002+08:00

Started from today onwards..
will try to write more interesting..
since i manage to join nuffang and they started to put some advertisement..
hope can earn extra money from that.. hehe..

by d way.. today suppose to have Outing and i got 2 free movie ticket and expired today.. now... wasted.. sign.. all cancel..

2009-08-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

=.=

2009-08-13T22:24:00.002+08:00

hey ya!! talk about convo..
i really like to friends with interpreted..
one of the interpreted.. she told me that on sunday...
she pass by KLCC then saw MCA hall having convo..
she remember of me!! she tot of trying to find me..
but of course cannot find me...
so many people plus.. my convo on sat lolz..

i talk to another interpreted before...
she told me in Myanmar.. their convo is after they finish study for 2 year..
so long.. but she cannot convo.. coz of Myanmar Situation.. she come to Malaysia..
i really feel like to borrow her my convo attire to make her happy..
but i didn't because she just come on certain day..
poor her..

and i have another interpreted...
i was laughing.. because she is too cute haha..
when she interpreted for me.. with her action.. so that i can catch it..

many many and many more.. =) lolz..

2009-08-13T22:07:00.002+08:00

This part i take from her

I lost my life direction. I'm unsure of what i passionate about. I don't have many true friends in my life. Everyday, my life is like an empty shell, doing the same thing repeatedly. I always wanted to read the bible, but i failed.I just feel so tired of everything suddenly that i really don't know what else to do:(

i have no problem in the job.. but the only thing that i was no happy is..
My English Suck!! i really don't know what will people say when he or she read my "story" part that i wrote.. because that part.. is the most important part to determined they are refugees or not..

True friends.. tot i have one.. but realize in the end.. sigh..
mayb i am not so mature that what she have..
or mayb.. i am not the high standard people as what she is.. or what she have around her all d time..

Bible? was in my bible everyday..
but just stay on my bag.. i never forgot that i have to read bible everyday..
but i never feel like even open a page and read.. even i read..
the word just pass by infront of my eye.. then.. is over..
and most of the thing in d bible was jus a history.. you know i hate history..
if in d church or what ever .. they will say this person that person is this and that.. i really cannot even rmb one..
i just remember Elijah in d bible stop d rain..
Noah - ark
then? no idea..

pray? i don't like to talk alone out loud.. it sound silly to me.. unless pray.. together with others..

Direction? loss.. limited movement.. Loss step.. loss in wonder..

so?
what ever..

2009-08-12T21:33:00.002+08:00

Every where i go.. every where i saw people wearing mask.. and it more and more and more ppl wear mask everyday..
more and more reported case in the TV..

Even SG Long had one H1N1 case..

i am meeting with Refugees everyday..
i am just wonder whether they are aware about H1N1?
if they are not.. we are in dangerous zone too..

H1N1 =.=

2009-08-11T22:11:00.001+08:00

if i can go back to 20 years back..
i wish to start my 1st language in English..
i wish i can learn piano..
or mayb guitar..
or drum..
And Dance!!

2009-08-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

wanted to return convo attire on mon..

because of work - cannot go..

Today.. less work..
but i put my attire in my friends car and he din come to work today =.=

so tmr is d last day.. zaa dao..

2009-08-09T22:26:00.003+08:00

Convo end.. but din manage to take many pic.. =(
din manage to take pic with family during convo too..

see everyone upload picture in facebook.. so happily
but me.. haiz..

no flower or any bear me from others..
but only from my 2 mom.. after when i told them i want =.='''
but got india cloth from Saras =)

duno la.. that day was not in good mood..

i jus missed a lot on that day..
doesn't feel any diff with normal day..

i only felt itchy on my head.. bcoz..
i guess they never wash the convo attire =.=

2009-08-06T22:05:00.003+08:00

People would not understand me unless they gone through my situation..

People say so easy.. but do is not easy!!

i like to complaint.. but i dun like the advice..

coz the advice doesn't help me at all.. and it will make thing worst
(as they suggest, they thought that will make thing become good.. no way man! )

no one can really just listen to me now..
but someone that usually listen to me.. but she never reply my mail..
mayb she bz.. but.. nevermind..

i like to go back sg long where i can do anything that i want.. and talk with my housemate and with other and with my dear Bao zhen.. and the house is very big and nice..

but i don't like to go back sg long because somehow i don't like the advice..

everything that i wan to talk - have limited.. coz more i talk d more i will say wrong thing, the more that i can get trouble..

Your guys will not know..

i really don't like reading.. seriously..
even BIBLE.. i really don't like to read..
unless all in comic.. no much word to read and no need to suffer with just understand the word.. in one word - I just don't like to read book..

In my word.. the story that i have to write.. i believe if send to English teacher - i sure failed..

any.. lazy to write anymore...

anything.. tmr on leave!

2009-08-02T22:09:00.002+08:00

was looking at my acc and with the money that i spent.. since 15 June until now...

i spent RM2400!! how could it be? oh my goodness..
is alot =(

so.. money is not easy to earn.. =.=

Convo 550
xxx 400
Digi Broadband 100
Air Asia 103
Shoes ( 3 pair) 73
Movie 21
BBQ 20
Transport 120
Others xx

2009-07-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

i got my 2nd payment but my 1st Full Payment!! =)

(Last month only half because start in the middle of Jun)

2009-07-28T21:54:00.001+08:00

Funny story..

this morning... was taking a small nap in LRT..
looking toward Majlis Jamek..
so when i reach Majlis Jamek.. go up.
er? how come Majlis Jamek change alot in one day ar?
then only realize.. i was in Dang Wangi.. =.=lllll

oh my goodness!

2009-07-27T21:56:00.001+08:00

i just dun like ppl say..
"aiya.. ur bf la.." or
"aiya.. he is good guy ma.. " or what ever that is related..

but it is not true and impossible at all!
very sien.. i jus hate it sometimes... sigh..

2009-07-26T23:05:00.003+08:00

a guy dunno how to hold his gf correctly ==> failed

a guy say he love u becoz of this that ==> failed

a guy who dunno how to take care of him self ==> failed

a guy who does not defend him self, til d end he suffer => failed

a guy who dunno how is financial planning ==> failed

a guy did not know what he suppose to know according to his age ==> failed

a guy does not say everything to his gf ==> failed

a girl who heard something about his bf not not from his bf ==> failed

a guy does not know how to solve small problem ==> failed

a guy does not know his gf need ==> failed

a guy does not how to respect girl ==> failed

a guy who are not sensitive enough ==> failed

a guy who failed to be a man ==> FAILED

oh my goodness!

2009-07-26T22:46:00.002+08:00

am i cruel? pls tel me..

am i correct? pls tel me..

am i regret? pls tel me..

am i good? pls tel me..

am i hurt? pls tel me..

am i wrong to say something that i really cannot stop my self to say that?

sigh..

2009-07-25T23:36:00.000+08:00

no true friends here..

sigh

2009-07-22T22:05:00.003+08:00

Today went to eat KFC..
before we get into counter..
The staff approach us and wanted to make order from us 1st..
we were talking and say what we want.. she keep pointing and pointing..
was wonder why.. in the end.. realize she is deaf..

when reach to counter..
the another staff.. also deaf!
feel something wrong..

went up-stair ate KFC..
my friend pointer on the wall and say.. there is a hand-sign.. for those who are deaf.. teach us how to "say" A to Z..

i feel mus be something..

when go out from KFC.. looking at the door.. i saw "thanks you etc etc"
and say.. 1st KFC who had deaf's staff..
wah... so amazing!!!

wonder what is the story behind? =)

mayb management is deaf? or mayb someone he love is deaf? or.. i duno..
but i really wish to hear d story..

=) =) never know Malaysia have such thing..

2009-07-20T22:04:00.002+08:00

Because we stay in Malaysia..
so never trust bus and KTM..
because they never on time.

SO difference with Singapore..
their transportation is good.!!! prefect!!!
they even have -- in Malaysia call "touch and go"
for singapore.. i cannot recall what it call..
everyone will have the card. because once u have the card..
got special price for transportation...

i wish touch and go.. will be the same..
public transportation now is going to increase next month! sigh...

Contract lens story

2009-07-19T12:29:00.004+08:00

last few year back.. i got a free contract lens.. but i spent for one hour.. still cannot wear it.. giv up..

this time i got it free again with the solution...

going to church at 4.30pm..
start wear at 4pm.. left hand side 1st..
cant wear it.. even my housemate try to help me..
then i try right hand side.. try and try and try.. suddenly contract lens missing..
i was jus thinking where is it..
then i realize.. i manage to wear it! haha
but time consume.. 430pm d..
so with one side of contract lens to the church -,-
when reach church.. sin hoong help me wear another side..

so nice d feeling lol..
sin hoong say.. if wear contract lens.. u wil feel ur self more pretty..
jasmine say.. eye will become bigger..

Pastor chan say.. i tot there were someone else come to the church, once he heard my voice.. only know.. that i wear contract lens..

go back home.. oh my good ness!! how to take out?
-.-

lucky got sin hoong haha.. 1st time for her to help ppl..

next time still wear?

no idea =.=

2009-07-18T14:14:00.002+08:00

when i 1st come to UTAR.. all the housemate that we have..
not so close.. because of certain issue..

once.. all senior graduate.. leave me and other as a "senior" in the house..
with all new junior.. getting better and have a lot of fun..
i know each of them attitude and needed.
we create history in this house..
many fun..

After all of us senior graduate..
leave junior plus other new junior in this house..

last time only ann always wake up early all d time hehe..
now.. 3 people in this house always wake early -.-
and very hard working..

and all this new housemate.. i have no idea because..
i wasnt here.. right? lolz..

sometime feel like to come here every week..
but i do not know whether they like it or not..
and also cannot do what i want to do.. i have to be careful to avoid any mistake..

but stil will come once a while..
to have a talk..
haha.. but some of them have exam or assignment..
so....
have to control my self =p

yeah.. waiting for my deposit back.. wink****

in this house..
i know how to keep and make sure the house is clean (some time.. mayb 70 % of the time)

but d place that i stay now.. duno how to do =.=

dun ask me why... hard to explain....

2009-07-18T13:53:00.002+08:00

why unfair?
why religion is the main cause of discrimination?

2009-07-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

why "Z" represent.. sleeping?

2009-07-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

Yuan say..
FINALLY we got ONE new housemate!!!!
yeah..
it MEANs..
i can get back my deposit soon!!! yeah!!

2009-07-15T22:00:00.001+08:00

i have to learn to differential..
what is right and what is wrong..
what to say and what no to say..
what to do and what no to do..
one step wrong.. it will giv death..

2009-07-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

i dun like History..
i dun like reading..
how?
Bible full of history thing.. plus full of word..
how?
sien..
ppl always say.. like this person "king david"
or asher or etc.. we have to follow this person bcoz he or she..
or what ever..
how do i remember all this?
unless.. i can read a comic.. so i can have better understanding? =.=

2009-07-12T00:30:00.002+08:00

UPDATE YOUR PROFILE AND WIN A FREE FLIGHT ! =)

I register as a member in airasia.com website..
i received an email said that if i update my profile... i will have a chance !!! hehe..

Random feeling.. a lot of thing to learn as me as an ADULT now!!!!

Need to know a lot a lot a lot of things..

Rumors happen in the office.. but i just ignore it..

because they would not believe what i say =.=''

but in this blog.. i want to say it is IMPOSSIBLE..

because i am looking for a guy that very mature.. lolz.. =p

already work for a month..
Good experience.. we have to realize that..
we are living in Malaysia, comfort zone.. so do not blame anything..
because we are much much much lucky than all of them..
yes,, d world is unfair..

Next week.. my working place will be in church again.. but near sentul..
still leave one week in Segambut Church..
Segambut have very cheap food!!!
i love it =)

was thinking of some of my friends.. how are you my friends?

Janice- was reading your blog.. hope u will be alright ya.. just uphold to God.. and how was the job? manage to get?

Wei Qi - get a job already?

Jasmine - how was ur 2 week job?

Siao Ann - still sending the resume around and go for many interview? =) =p

Pearlyn - haha... Ur ruumz.. internet is too slow for me to log in.. anyway.. i believe you will do ur best!! and i watch ur video.. good!! keep update us ya..

Suk Teng / Adrian - how was the CG?

Suk Mun / Yee Wei - i stay at pj la.. come and find me!!

p/s ; if u can see this.. good! if u cannot see this.. those that see this pls inform those that who cannot see this.. duno what i say? haha what ever la..

for fun!!

night

2009-07-05T22:21:00.003+08:00

tomorrow is Monday =.=''''

Jus realise.. Money easy to spend that earn..

I spent on food.. extra food somemore..
coz if i din eat more (eat more that my uni life, cannot skip at all)
i will get either shaking or no energy.. coz i use a lot of brain juice till die up..
Thanks God that i wil work 3 week in segambut where mixed rice is damn cheap..
RM 2.5 for one vege and one meat!!
if cafe in my office.. sometime charge me cheap, sometime expensive.. RM 3.5 to 4.5 =.=
for dinner, got one mixed rice (sometime we also can ask her to fried rice)
charge me cheap also.. but i always back home late, where.. it finish =.='' but i really like her fried rice.. and the aunt have very good memory..
1st time where i ask for more rice, in 2nd day, she knew it.. and she stil can rmb my bro where, he dy in aus more that 4 years =.=//

Next, Spent on Transport..
Thank to my colleague where in the morning...
i will take train to Majlis Jamek, and Kah Fai dad will fetch us go work..
After work.. tumpang my colleague car..to KL sentral LRT..
is that great and to be thankful? lolz

Pay for the phone bill.. i change postpaid.. coz lazy to keep top up..
tot of stil using maxis, i saw RM30 package.. in the end i found out.. that is for sub line.. so i change to RM30 digi postpaid..

Internet, Digi broadband.. is quite slow sometime.. but no choice.. other broadband is expensive.. RM 78 for digi (promotion price for RM108 and is jus for a year)
if using Celcom.. need to pay extra fee, and RM99 and need to buy moderm RM299 =.=
Maxis.. also expensive like celcom, i think coverage is worst than celcom..
Tm net? haiz.. have bad experience wit them..
P1? no coverage.. even got.. i think my house hard to get.. coz what i heard is.. P1..we need to put it near window =.=...

so digi still the best for me =)

summary..
Food about RM 400
DIGI braodband RM 78
Transport RM 100
Phone RM40?
10 % of "EPF" RM200?
and to God.. xxxx =p

total about RM800 ++ XXXXX ? lolz..

Thank God because i no need to pay Rental and water and electricity bill
i also drink carrot everyday, is good for my eye..

i gtg to sleep now..
tmr is going to be long day..

2009-06-26T23:09:00.001+08:00

wah.. today was great!!!!
super great!!
never go such retreat before...
today was eat eat eat eat eat and eat
non stop.. so so so so so so full!!!
=)

i promote u =p

2009-06-23T20:07:00.001+08:00

2009-06-23T19:57:00.002+08:00

Comment on 2 week of work?
a lot to write but duno how to start.. =.=''
going to face more and more challange..

next week onward for 3 week.. will be working in other place..
stil in kl of course.. jus not in office =p

2009-06-13T16:44:00.001+08:00

Result out...
drop.. the worst result that i have in this sem..
one B+
two B
one C+ (english paper)
one C (sup paper)

Monday start working..
not sure how is the life wil be =(

2009-06-09T12:28:00.001+08:00

i hope time wil return..
and i will correct it everything!!!

2009-06-09T12:23:00.001+08:00

how to shut ppl mouth..

anyway.. bye ppl..
will not be online for quite sometime..
bye ppl

2009-06-09T11:13:00.001+08:00

SPEECH LESS
IM DOING SOMETHING WRONG..
AND LEAD PPL SAY SOMETHING WRONG..
IN THE END..
IS WRONG..
IM IN BETWEEN..
SCARE..
SCARE
SCARE..
WHAT TO DO?

2009-06-09T10:10:00.002+08:00

Uncertainty..
Many thing cannot be decided..
If one main thing cannot be determined..
Is very hard for me..
i was in the middle road..
Wanted cross over, but im not sure opposite have food or not..
but i know food stall is behind me..

Sony called..
interview tmr..
im going back home today..
so..
hehe..
next week lo.. no choice..

Mis-understanding with so many people..

going to shift all my book back..

2009-05-28T14:30:00.001+08:00

Tuesday

Lunch

Overnight rice make into porridge, Fries Salty Fish plus a big of Ikan Bilis

Dinner

Pasar Malam Bought 3 kind of Vege, Cook one pair, porridge plus left over salty fish, together with "Uncle Bob” chicken, bought by Alicia

Supper

SL, Asri, Yz come and look for me, eat Satay. SL treat me – as his 1st salary =p

Wednesday

Lunch

Porridge with many thing inside (chicken ball, Ikan Bilis, Egg) eat together with yday salty Fish

Dinner

Same things, but since my Porridge a bit tasteless, i open one Vege in Tin, eat by 2 ppl

Thursday

Lunch

2 Burger Meat, plus Vege soup.. with Rich, 2 ppl eating..

Dinner

Depends.. haha.. stil got left over rice and abit of soup and meat..

Total i spend in this 3 days only RM 3, and still got one more pair of Vege.. (the others thing, dy spent long time ago, so no consider, it consider the stock that i have)

Financial Crisis.. that why la..

But tmr have to spent money d.. coz ntg much leave in the fridge..

Leave 2 hotdog, one burger meat... and one pair of Vege.. and Maggi mee (dun worry, i very long time din eat dy) , i got keropok, i can eat rice with keropok (is fish what lol), i got a lot of biscuit, Coffee, Milo, and Oat.

Before Tuesday, Saturday and Sunday, Alicia Cook, each person only RM2.. but i Spend RM10 on Indonesia Food on Saturday.. =p

RM30 – can i use for another week? i hope so =p

Spent another RM 100 on Sup Paper..

You Deserves Lyrics

2009-05-28T14:10:00.001+08:00

What is this love given to us
That saved my life through selfless sacrifice
Although we fail the cross prevails
Forgiveness stands
You take me back again

You’ve shown me life
You’ve opened my eyes
So I give You my praise
Yeah I give You my all
You’ve shown me life
You’ve opened my eyes
To the truth that there’s no greater love

Now in the darkness God’s light shines
Christ forever glorified
So come on come on sing out to God
Now with all we’ve got
We live for You our God

Salvation’s strong in Christ alone
The Saviour King alone in victory
I step aside give You my life
For You to move do what You want to do

I can’t imagine a life without You without You
‘Cause it’s all for You
Yeah it’s all for You
God

Nice Song =) Meaningful..

2009-05-26T13:00:00.001+08:00

i got a FLU !!!!

Vitamin C dint help me this time >.<

Aiiaiiiii… choi!!!

2009-05-26T12:29:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, Adrian and Suk Teng CG..

Adrian ask about what is ur the most happiness thing that happen since u born until now..

actually i duno haha.. yday jus cincai say one thing (i forgot what i say yday =.= )

This morning wake up..

i rmb the most happy that is when i get my MP4, blessing from my friends..

If i dun have the MP4, mayb im will not have it, and i also will have less money to spend, especially Jobless time..

When my bro come back, another blessing from Him!! haha of course, family gathering.. actually to be honest.. since born till now.. i cannot rmb which day, 4 of our family members is together.. till he went to Aus, and come back for holiday..

Happy to get my external Hard disk..

Happy to know all my CF friends..

Happy to know Him more and more..

Happy to know His teaching..

2009-05-26T12:15:00.001+08:00

2 WEIRD thing happen today..

Yday out alarm, cannot rmb either 9am or 10am..

This morning alarm rang (i think is alarm) i see the clock is 1045am..

so i tot i din hear the previous alarm =.=’’

so i sleep for a while, to wait for another snooze..

at the same time, my fan is OFF!! i have no idea when and why..

i sleep sleep sleep.. wake up, 11.45am!!!! =.=lllll

i see my phone, my alarm symbols still there.. i check back..

correct ar.. i put my alarm at 9am ar.. but why why why =.=’’’’’’

i stil duno what is going on

2009-05-25T23:57:00.001+08:00

Soon Lai say, he and Asri might come and find me tmr =)

By d way, i do not have any Malay friends after form 6.

and very long time never talk in Malay since i din meet all my malay friends..

so =D

I got to study well today and tmr before if the come and find me =p

2009-05-25T23:47:00.001+08:00

Today sell the old stuff..

Let see how much we manage to sell..

2 still useful PC, monitor : RM 10 each = RM20

1 TV, i think cannot use dy : RM 2 =.=

65 Kg of old newspaper, RM 0.13 * 65 Kg = RM 8.20

1.5 Kg Besi, RM 0.20/Kg, so = RM 0.30

1 fans (cannot use anymore) = RM 1.00

TOTAL WE GET

RM 32.00

Let Estimated how much if we buy the news things

2 Pc, Maybe cost RM 600 (an very old pc)

TV, RM 200?

Newspaper, book from UTAR, RM 0.70 per days, so RM45?

Besi, for cupboard, RM 20..

New fan, RM20..

=.='''''''

2009-05-25T02:48:00.001+08:00

Open my cupboard..

Usually two place to hang cloths..

Up and down..

Up is her..

Down is me..

Today, i open it, i felt something wrong,

Suddenly so Bright, 1st come to my mind,

Seem like extra light is added..

For few time, i’m just thinking, what is going on..

After only i rmb, Up is Empty, that y so bright..

I usually no easy to get sick, since year 2..

Now i got flu, She always get Sick, but im not..

and now she leave, and im getting flu?

Today is 25, 5 more days.. before sup, it should be 4 more days..

look back the final exam Q, i know where is the mistake,

I tot what ever that i wrote, still can passed.. but it doesn’t

i only memorized.. it doesn’t work..

i need someone to teach me..

Badly.. cannot get..

dare not tell parent..

>.<

2009-05-23T03:06:00.001+08:00

Result Out and i failed GLOBAL FINANCE..

sup on 30…

dare not tell parent..

2009-05-21T05:07:00.001+08:00

The thing that i scare the most is here!!

Was applied to United Nations commissioner for Refugees.

Was edited the resume, but what i sent out is not what i dy edit =.=’’

i have forgotten!!

The requirement is

- Completion of 2nd education (i have it, of course)

- At least 5 years of job experience in the same field (i have not!! )

- Very Good knowledge of local language and proficiency in English (well, haiz)

the responsibilities is

(pls go to Job street, type united nation, find Registration clerk, there u will see it )

Tomorrow sure get a call, it might be a good call.. but i think, will be the “scolding” called.. >.<

SHERINE IS SCARED!!!!!!!!!!!!